Emo post
Hey guys, this is gonna be an emo post, so, bear with me, but i promise there'll be something that you guys would probably be pleased to read, i hope.
I had a REALLY LONG talk with Gary last night. Never knew how much of an impact i had on him.And i must say, Gary has the perfect way to quit smoking. I have no urge to smoke so far.
Never knew how much of an impact i had on people. An old friend whom i brought to Christ called me today. He said he was calling to appreciate the steps and risks that i undertook when i led him to Christ. I was almost in tears as he spoke.
How did it all happen. How did i backslide, knowing all that i know. How could I.
Dosen't matter, time waits for no man. Looking ahead
This is a part, i believe a lot of you want to read.
I had a long time with God today. God met me. I repented before the Lord and I talked with Him. He reminded me of His love. How during the time i turned my back on Him, He would prod me and tug at my heartstrings, knowing that I would someday come back. He showed me images of my past. He revived dreams of my past, He revived convictions from my past. He reminded me of what He told me I would see come to pass. He reminded me of who I am in Him. I honestly say, I do not understand a father's heart. I only know of stories and all, but i do not understand the love of parents. I am not good at receiving love. I take and take and take because i feel like as if i do not know when someone will give again.
How did so much, happen on a day that i slept quite a lot? I don't even know myself. But its a Glorious day.
Guys, i have something specific to ask you guys for.
I ask you guys to forgive me for antagonising you.
I ask you guys to forgive me for thinking that you guys are a bunch of hypocrites.
I ask you guys to forgive me for me losing my faith
I ask you guys to forgive me for the times i have/may have caused you to stumble.
I ask you guys to forgive me for my selfishness.
I ask you guys to forgive me for leaving.
Dear Lord,
Forgive me my sins. Guide me on the path that you set before me, for i do not know the way. I do not know what is ahead, but i will hear your voice, a step at a time, to the crossroads and beyond, to the fork and beyond, up the steep slopes, and down the dangerous descent. From the highest place, to the lowest valley, I know You will guide me. I pray for people to join me, so that we will be together at the destination you have set before us. I pray for strength in numbers, to multiply our effectiveness. Through human weakness, Your strength is made perfect. I am weak.
Thank you for the direction and instruction. I pray You stay by me to accompany me. I want You beside me forever and ever, If you really need to go, I understand. I'll wait at the spot you left me, so that You can find me again. You will know exactly where to find me. You will not need to go hunting, or call the angelic hosts. You will be my pillar of fire, and my star.
I thank You for your patience. It transcends human understanding. Help me through my questions, not in doubt, but to understand more.
I thank you for all this.
In your name I pray. Amen.
I had a REALLY LONG talk with Gary last night. Never knew how much of an impact i had on him.And i must say, Gary has the perfect way to quit smoking. I have no urge to smoke so far.
Never knew how much of an impact i had on people. An old friend whom i brought to Christ called me today. He said he was calling to appreciate the steps and risks that i undertook when i led him to Christ. I was almost in tears as he spoke.
How did it all happen. How did i backslide, knowing all that i know. How could I.
Dosen't matter, time waits for no man. Looking ahead
This is a part, i believe a lot of you want to read.
I had a long time with God today. God met me. I repented before the Lord and I talked with Him. He reminded me of His love. How during the time i turned my back on Him, He would prod me and tug at my heartstrings, knowing that I would someday come back. He showed me images of my past. He revived dreams of my past, He revived convictions from my past. He reminded me of what He told me I would see come to pass. He reminded me of who I am in Him. I honestly say, I do not understand a father's heart. I only know of stories and all, but i do not understand the love of parents. I am not good at receiving love. I take and take and take because i feel like as if i do not know when someone will give again.
How did so much, happen on a day that i slept quite a lot? I don't even know myself. But its a Glorious day.
Guys, i have something specific to ask you guys for.
I ask you guys to forgive me for antagonising you.
I ask you guys to forgive me for thinking that you guys are a bunch of hypocrites.
I ask you guys to forgive me for me losing my faith
I ask you guys to forgive me for the times i have/may have caused you to stumble.
I ask you guys to forgive me for my selfishness.
I ask you guys to forgive me for leaving.
Dear Lord,
Forgive me my sins. Guide me on the path that you set before me, for i do not know the way. I do not know what is ahead, but i will hear your voice, a step at a time, to the crossroads and beyond, to the fork and beyond, up the steep slopes, and down the dangerous descent. From the highest place, to the lowest valley, I know You will guide me. I pray for people to join me, so that we will be together at the destination you have set before us. I pray for strength in numbers, to multiply our effectiveness. Through human weakness, Your strength is made perfect. I am weak.
Thank you for the direction and instruction. I pray You stay by me to accompany me. I want You beside me forever and ever, If you really need to go, I understand. I'll wait at the spot you left me, so that You can find me again. You will know exactly where to find me. You will not need to go hunting, or call the angelic hosts. You will be my pillar of fire, and my star.
I thank You for your patience. It transcends human understanding. Help me through my questions, not in doubt, but to understand more.
I thank you for all this.
In your name I pray. Amen.
posted by Magnifiso at 11:17 PM
6 Comments:
we're all human beings and undoubtedly we fall short at times.
i'm proud of you many. there's more great moments ta come. life's ups, downs and inbetweens. take care yes. <3
We serve a good God. And we are the children of a faithful Father. Amen to that. I looooove ya Colin.
Im very very proud of you (:
Congrats, Welcome back to the family.
Good to be back
yes.
we love u 1314.
im sure of it.
3344 even.
whats 1314? or 3344?
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