a funeral for a friend

when i heard about phillip's news today,
i've got hit by that same, heavy and not-nice, feelings i remembered
it made me realised how life can be so fragile, so unpredictable.
this week i see you, the next you're gone.
and i've yet to say goodbye.

you are really missed.


and what if
we never get to say sorry for the things you've done to others?
we never get to say how much the others mean to us?
we never get to give thanks to others?
we never get to do some nice things for others?
we never get to make peace after a fight?
we never get to spend that last moment with others?
we never get to just even say 'i love you' to your loved ones?


live your everyday like the last.


to all who reads this,
im sorry for the bad things i may have done to you. you may find me irritating and nonsense sometimes. but just wana tell you, you all means alot to me, you guys made me happy and changed my life, really. thank you for everything! i may not have done lots of nice things to all of you, but i'll treat you guys ALOT better now. haha. i hope to spend more time with all of you, to have fun and just crap all that.

i love everyone from vfc =)

jinguo.