if you're lazy, just read the words in red! haha.

BOO!
warning! this post is gna be cheesy and lovey dovey and extremely looong
sorry to put you through all this but i had to type all of this down. it's bursting inside of me! haha.

oh my gosh, i havent posted here in AGES! man. i think it's cause wtba is SO super alive now! so no need my nonsense! haha! good job guys! keep the loveee coming! (:

anw, the reason why i finally decided to blog here today is cause i wna thank all of you here for making my christmas special (:
as you all probably knw by now, I OVERSLEPT AND MISSED THE CHRISTMAS SCV. bummer. BUT! i alr paid the price by totally wasting my efforts of staying till 5am to finsh making my christmas presents.. honestly, missing today's scv spoilt my whole christmas! cause i wasnt able to see you guys and hang out! (and get my christmas presents!) haha. just kidding :D but yah la, face it. i am materialistic and selfish. haha!

anw, back to the point.
i miss the service ):

and it was so not worth it! my dream was FRICKIN tiring can?! i was in INDIA hanging on for my dear life!! all because i volunteered to do CIP there. madness!
and not like almost losing your life is bad enough, i had to eat FAKE CHICKEN RICE! emphasise: FAKE?!
and i paid like, FIFTY DOLLARS for it lah. tio scam sia! wl. the chicken rice turned out to be eey fan cor cheng! which is pork in.. err. what do you call indian language? err.. *snaps finger. err.. indian language.. er.. AH! TAMIL!!
hahaha. eey fan cor cheng were tamil words in my dream! HAHA. but it's so ironic lah. i mean like, pork? in india?? haha. dreams are weird man. i dont even knw how come i can rmb my dreams! HAHA!

and oh my gosh! i keep side tracking! grrr. bad habit! i should like make all the unnecessary stuff in like, different colour and see how much of these i say are acutally necessary! haha. and yes, this is unnecesary too. oopps?

and yes, back to my point AGAIN.
you guys made my christmas special! how? read on..

well, i ended up spending my entire christmas at home.

yes, exactly! S-I-A-N.
i was SO bored till S.I.A.N was brought to a whole new level! it's now "sian" with ten As! SIAAAAAAAAAAN!
HAHAHA! side track again! PAISEH.

anyhow, i was really sad lah. i tried to entertain myself by reading archie comics, hiding in the toilet?! sleeping, eating non-stop, irritating my sister on purpose, watching tv like channel eight drama seriel follwed by HBO movie, mission impossible three, then disney channel's hannah montanah, totally spies and now suppose to be playing crazy taxi but my comp's screwed up...
right. and i realise that this is totally unnecessary too..

and as i was saying..
christmas is like Jesus' birthday? and i totally missed the church service! like, how right is that lah. sigh. felt really bad inside. and like i said. i tried to "celebrate" as much as i can by "enjoying" myself and stuff but i still felt suuuuper URGH inside..
until i came here, wtba! oh my goodness la. you guys are an AWESOME AND FANTASTIC bunch of HAPPY AND FUN-LOVING youths.. it's SO heart warming to read your posts and watch those videos!
call me idiotic, but i feel so touched la. i can't really explain it. but i'm so happy cause i'm blessed to be a part of this region, this totally fab region (:

there's just so much love and acceptance here. and unity too! (yea! prayers work!)
i can rmb how clique-ish we use to be.. and how we fail to include new pple or even leave out the old ones! worst, we got into silly fights with each other and Grace had to step in. i cant speak for the guys, but i do knw of a couple of misunderstandings among the girls..

but will you look at us now! we've learnt to become a FAMILY. an inclusive family (: going out of our way and coming out of our comfort zone! and look! pple are starting to "mature"! WOW! and not forgetting the fact that we are amaingly GORGEOUS. like duh, made in the image of God! anw, there's just smthg abt us that make heads turn. plus we're so well known for our "hear us before you see us" thingg. so for the minority who refuse to turn their heads due to their resistance to our super powerful appeal, their ears will still be filled with our noise! WHOO HOO! we rockkkk the wurlddd baby! and for those qi ge ba ge haters, deeeeep downnnn inside, they DESPERTATELY want a piece of us! YEA-UH! YOU HEARD ME! THEY WANT A PIECE OF US!! go us! hahaha.
man, you guys are one cool bunch of dudes and babes(:

anw, you made me realise how lucky i am! that besides the christmas joy of giving, receiving, caroling, friendship and love, there's still this joy of being part of wonderful past memories and being able to see beyond what you dont have and treasuring what you do have (: it's just so amazing.

you knw what? i think we're like ice kachang..

and speaking of ice kachang, oh my god. have i told you before? like, besides baked rice, ba gua, sharks fin and all the yummy food i love, ice kachang RAAAAWKSSS! esp the one at jo wong's house!! it's LEGENDARY. like, the aunty is super nice? and they are sooo generous with their servings!! it's a MUST-TRY lah. only $1.50! and it's not fattening or whatever so HURRAY ICE KACHANG!!
heh. there i go again.. blabbering. sorry!

yah. back to my point. REGION QI GE BA GE = ICE KACHANG (:
firstly, it taste GREAT! REALLY GREAT. (which means we rock lah)
secondly, ice kachang wont be ice kachang without the ICE and the KACHANG!
haha. i knw it's a "DUH" fact. but seriously. think abt it. kachang means like, rojak, all sorts of stuff thrown in tgter :D
and WE, each of us, is a particular ingredient!

even though some ingredients are weird and do not appeal to some pple,
(like corn and the huge white colour hard atapchi or smthg..) it's still part of the ice kachang!

even though we can have ice kachang without them, it's just not the same! oh shucks, it'll be completely different!

even though some pple think it'll taste better without them, there are still the others who will think otherwise.. (and can i hear a "UH HUH" from the corn and atapchi lovers out there?!) haha.
every ingredient is what makes up the ice kachang! every ingredient is equally impt!

even though sometimes some pple may seem more impt or more well liked, (like the yummy red beans) but i cant imagine ice kachang without the colourful jelly bits which often go un-noticed in the ice melted coloured water..

and yes, there are times that there are more of THAT type of pple and less of MY type of pple, resulting in me feeling left out, unable to fit in, awkward and thus, i shall shaddup and live in my own world in solitude. like anyone cares anw.
BUT THEN, in this qigebage ice kachang, though the red beans populate the bowl, the solitary strands of funny green jelly still contribute to the sensational taste of ice kachang. a taste the red beans alone can never give.

so likewise, YOU are impt. everyone of you. rmb this and never ever feel unimportant or unloved! i'm so glad many of your understand this. and i can testify of the many acts that you guys do to make each individual feel a part of this family (: and this cant be done by one person alone. not even a group. i just see all of you, at your own time, in your own way, giving yourself to pple, loving them, praying for each other and just simply being there. physically, emotionally and spritually. and the best part is, all these are from within you. it's from your heart. the love of God just overflowing.. God bless this region.

i'll never forget the sight of all of your laying your hands on each other during a youth camp altar call, praying and crying over one another, sincerly, and from your heart. (that altar call that grace said only the leaders should be praying for)

man, your care and concern for each other is so heart warming! and i just wanted to let you all know that you guys are IRREPLACABLE! whether pple tell you how much they love you or whether they dont, each one of you are loved. and your are loved ALOT ALOT ALOT. ohman. you guys are the best! please dont EVER go away! i want every single one of you in my life! every one! even if you're just someone breathing in the oxygen around me everytime you show up, I WANT YOU! like i said, i'm selfish! and i dont care! no one can steal you away! and you better not run away! or i'll catch you back and hang you by your eye lashes!! haha!

another incident i'll never forget is the tuck wah gangster incident (: it's suppose to be low profile but since i have to mention it here, i'll skip the details..

well, some pple think i'm RETARDED to think that such a horrible, and possibly painful incident, is cool. BUT i still think it's freaking cool (:
i mean like, i saw how the guys were there for each other, how they stood TOGETHER and how they risked getting beaten up just to protect the rest of us.. and it's times like this we discover gems in our region and change our perspectives of pple. for example, dillion! i dno how to spell his name but boy was he cute! who knew that he would run over and defend us too! hero! haha. and min yi! she's so sweet! you can go find out for yourself what she did.. i dont want to embarass her here :D

having said all these, why not we start working tgter to fill our ice kachang bowl with more yummies! and also help bring back the corn and atapchi that may have left the bowl.. i dont care if it's cause they thought they tasted bad with the rest of the ingredients or just cause they felt like being a part of a even cooler dessert aka group (like honeydew sago).. bring them back home!
alright man! ice kachang rulezzzzzzz! haha. sorry wonggg! i jealous of your cine honeydew sago :D
haha. ya lah, i'm a jealous person too. hahaha!

yes yes! going to end alr. relaxxxxxx lah! *does the samuel heng hand action* haha. i just wna end with this..

I LOVE YOU PEE POO NEH BUTT! aka jo ces glads.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.